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richb- 05-24-2008
TIME TO VENT BUT MY HELP SOME
I haven't been on this board for ALONG time. Instead spending 6 years of my life sticking cotton in my nose or a scarf or spending MY LIFE THAT some doctor took away from me in my room NOW so bad with 2 humidifiers steaming my room so I can HOPE TO GET get 3 hours of sleep a night. Anyway to those SUFFERING and I do mean SUFFERING with 5% turbinates left inactive, no mucus AT all throught the day. Lost there sense of smell and taste completly have there septem perforated and are now prisoners of there own home's like myself I found something to help me slightly BUT it's not what you want to hear UNLESS you cant take it anymore. Anyway EVERY symptom with a gutted nose right side a bit worse so much I literally scared a few ENT doctors local when they took a look in my nose and told me "OMG Rich you realize you have VERY little anotomy left" Ya no S-it. Anyway I also started getting SEVERE pain in my right nostral very early on after my operation if thats what doctors still call it these days.. I went to a pain clinc that put me in Ocycontin 20mg then 40mg after 2 years. The good first. I noticed right away that my respitory system was much less in a panic. At first it was almost a miricle. NOTE: I have been on pretty heavy doses and don't care to admit I took more then was giving to me at times but ALMOST could breath so what do we do?. BUT I could get out of the house , I felt eventhough I could not smell or taste at all which I will never have back I felt that I could breath MUCH easier. I looked into this soon after taking it and why it helped even more then the pain. As a respitory deppressent atleast for me it calmed my body and breathing to a level that it was still hell with dryness but I could feel I could breath alot better so much I started getting around more instead of trapped in my room. It was a life saver. The BAD I got so tollerant to it even I couldnt believe how much I needed for the same effect. I have now suffered and struggled and got off this stuff. How do I feel? WELL I have PUSHED myself so hard back at the gym and trust me I spend a few hours there and still feel no better. I still resort to cotton in my nose and panic trying to breath. I kicked the OC habit for now but dont feel like all that suffering throwing up sick , shaking you name it getting off and out of the withdrawl let to even a somewhat better life. I might be forced to start up again but my tollarance will be down so I might not need is much. Anyway this is ONLY recomended for the people here that are suffering so bad they dont leave there house. Maybe just try with your doctor a weeks worth and see if you can finally leave your home again. DO NOT EVEN TRY OCY'S OR ANY OPITES WITHOUT KNOWING THE SEVERE SIDE EFFECTS AND TALK TO YOUR DOCTOR FIRST. IM ONLY SAYING WHAT HAS SAVED ME SO FAR. DONT HOLD ME RESPONSIBLE IF YOU GET HOOKED AS I HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS. Now im off back in my room gassping for air. Good luck to all AND GOOD BLESS. Oh one last thing sorry for my spelling I could give 2 S-its Im trying to just focus on what Im writing so if you have problem with it for 1 you don't belong here as one person said something about my gramer Oh spelled that wrong to anyway let me ask you my friend "How much can you be suffering like the rest of us worrying about BS like that" Im done thanks to those who listened. Bless you Rich B


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