totally different person
I am having a hard time today. Sorry to be a downer, but sometimes it is really hard because I feel like I have lost so much of myself and that the quality of my life is really pretty low beecause of this. I don't sleep well, I don't see old friends, school is practically impossible, I just can't concentrate on anyting anymore. I am just not the same person. All I want to do is lay in bed and eat. Serious dysfunction. I can't live like this the rest of my life. Even the thought of living like this for another year makes me ill. I want me back!!

yes, I can relate to that. Have you scheduled an appointment with Dr Houser already?

I haven't yet, this grad program is an intensive 10 months. I will be sending him my CT scans on thursday. I hope to see him in May.

soko, You're not a downer. Even with ENS, you are kind and funny. I think you will still get a lot better. It hasn't been a year yet. And as TE says, there is still Dr. Houser. There is every reason to hope that you will get yourself back. And it will mean a great deal more than it ever did before.

Very well put Kris. I second that!

Kris and TE, Thank you both for the kind words. You made me smile.

HI
Soko hang in there. Maybe after a year if things dont improve Dr. Houser can help with an implant.